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Thanks @CheerBear . I have no more words either 🥺

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Sitting quietly with not many/any words kind of company?

😔🙁

@Teej

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Hi @Teej & @CheerBear Smiley Happy

 

@Teej just dropping past to let you know that I am sending you an email to check in Smiley Happy

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How are you holding up @Teej?

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Have taken the ugly,no big girl pants, destructive way but will live to see another day (that I don’t want to but will because I have a big overseas still) 😢 @CheerBear

thank you for caring. Please don’t worry about me. I should be banned from the forum in this state 😖🤯🤬

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I'm happy to see you @Teej.

Whatever helps you see another day is what you need to do. Maybe brave is not what you're feeling right now but I think you're being brave in getting through even though you don't want to.

I like that you're not banned from here but am really sorry you're in the state you're in. I hate that this stuff causes these kinds of states. It's not right or fair 😔

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I’m sorry I’m so so messed up over it all. @CheerBear . I hope you sleep ok. Good to hear your appointment went pretty well today and just hope it is all followed through. Well done you 😘

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You don't have anything to be sorry for @Teej. It's messy stuff - so so messy. I wasn't at all OK through this one when I went through it and I've heard lots of people say they've experienced lots of messy too. It's very undersandable.

Please don't be too hard on yourself. You don't need to - life is doing enough hard for as it is.

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Hugs @Teej. Lots of ouches by the sounds of things. I wish things were better for you. 💜

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Breathing with you @Teej ..... 😔💕😔💕😔💕

 

While I am feeling so much for you @Teej , I am always, always glad to see you ....

 

There will be days like these .... and at the moment it’s just this day.  I injured myself recently, and the first day wasn’t so bad ....  and I dodged a concussion ..... but the second day hurt like hell and got worse across the hours to the point where I was ready to go to hospital ....  but that was pointless because all the x-ray techs, MRI techs etc would all have gone home ..... so I slept on it, intending to go to the hospital in the morning.  By morning the pain was marginally better, and by afternoon, marginally again. Hour by hour I pulled through.

 

There is something reflected in this with emotional wounding and the intense pain that follows through.  Not trying to reframe ..... the pain is there and it’s real ..... but it doesn’t retain its intensity.  It wavers.  It ebbs and flows, but it doesn’t stay static.

 

Just breathe through every minute, every hour ..... that is your only job right now.   Faith is belief in things unseen, and I have faith for you just now.

 

Breathe my sweet @Teej  ..... breathe .....

 

💜💜💜🌷💕