not feeling good

[Shaz51]

sorry you're both struggling. @BlueBay, @Zoe7

sending you knowing  tender hugs

My mr shaz can not cope with change and things happening , he keeps nearly all of his thoughts to himself which is hard as sometimes I think he is ok but really he was not ok

when he does tell me some of his thoughts , i try hard not to be shocked or surprised by what he says

[Zoe7]

I did manage to talk some of it out with someone last night @Shaz51 @BlueBay  and that helped to keep me safe. Today is another day and despite ot still being super hard I am getting through it - spending time distracted on here is helping 

[BlueBay]

Thankyou @Shaz51 

i sometimes think that hubby doesn’t want to know. He blocks it out. He’s never really taken responsibility for stuff. Always me having to initiate things or organise things. It’s very frustrating. 

[saturnzoon]

@BlueBay @Shaz51 @Zoe7 sorry you are all going through a hard time.Friendships says it all

[Zoe7]

That image is why the forum is so important to so many @saturnzoon - we all need that support sometimes and if we can't get it irl then knowing there are people here that will provide an 'ear' and a comforting cyber hug is what can get us through.

How are you travelling?

[BlueBay]

Thankyou @saturnzoon ❤️

[BlueBay]

I’m not good right now. I’m feeling really low. Lower than before. How low can I get. 

I need an escape. But that’s me emotionally talking. 

I time to let go of my trauma but right now I csnt. It keeps haunting me. 

I don’t want this anymore. 

I need to sit and stop but I’m struggling 

[Shaz51]

ohhh lots of hugs @BlueBay my sis xx

[BlueBay]

Thanks sis @Shaz51 I need to sit snd cry. I’m just feeling like I’m a bother to everyone. 

Thankyou fir the hugs I really need it ❤️

[Shaz51]

you are not a bother my sister @BlueBay, I love you xx